Track #16 2020 Insomniac lyrics

[Verse 1:YourFavouriteHonky]
I'm up and down like an insomniac, my mind in a constant state of panic
Covid? To hell with that
My mother almost dying, it was a traumatic experience, f*ck the pandemic
I couldn't shake the fear, it was like a permanent defense
Family friends dying of cancer, it's a disease that's so cruel
I'm left with the pain, feeling like I'm in a never-ending duel
I'm struggling to cope, my health is in decline
I'm feeling weak and helpless, like I'm losing my mind

Chorus:
I'm up and down like an insomniac, my thoughts are never at rest
I'm trying to find my way, but it feels like a test
The f*ck am I do?
The only thing I know,lock the pain away and never unscrew

[Verse 2:YourFavouriteHonky]
I'm trying to keep my head above water, but it's hard to stay afloat
My emotions are all over the place, like a ship that's lost its boat
I'm trying to be strong, but it's a constant fight
I'm trying to find the light, but it feels like the dark is taking over my life
I'm trying to keep going, but it's a struggle every day
I'm trying to find a way to make it through, to find my way

Chorus:
I'm up and down like an insomniac, my thoughts are never at rest
I'm trying to find my way, but it feels like a test
The f*ck am I do?
The only thing I know,lock the pain away and never unscrew