​im so delusional lyrics

[Intro]
​​blood pup
(I love you, d3r)

[Pre-Chorus]
When you ain't around, I get stuck inside my head
It got me tweakin' out as if I'm off my f*cking meds
Ah, I'm so crazy, I make up these delusions
Just don't know how I do it, that sh*t is so intrusive

[Chorus]
I-I-I-I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional, so-so-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful
So-so-some say it's beautiful, th-th-they say it's beautiful
I-I-I-I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional, so-so-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful
So-so-some say it's beautiful, th-th-they say it's beautiful

[Verse]
I'm obsessed though, I just want you
You keep me stable, bae, I barely deserve you-ou-ou-ou-ou
I'm depressed and suppressed, I've been tweakin' from the stress
I-I-I been barely eatin', 'boutta get cardiac arrest
I can't think, I can't think, I can't think, no
What is wrong with me? I'm sorry I've been off
There's all these thoughts floodin' my head, telling me I should be dead
So I turn to substances to feel normal once again
[Chorus]
'Cause I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional, so-so-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful
So-so-some say it's beautiful, th-th-they say it's beautiful
I-I-I-I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional
I-I-I'm so delusional, so-so-so delusional
Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful
So-so-some say it's beautiful, th-th-they say it's beautiful