Just Apathy lyrics

I'm too much or not enough
Maybe everyone else is messed up
Well anyway I can't seem to stay
In just one state of mind

This one's done and I'm an as*h*le
She's in the midst of my whole hassle
'Cause I'm back and forth
I get bored when she's no perfect find

'Cause it's one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
One thing just tears her down
'Cause it's one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
One thing I can't get around

I've been thinking what I just thought
'Cause shes not who I thought I saw
I'm just [?] and I want her [?]

My course is run and I'm so tired
Until the next one comes inspired
I feel bad and I should
I made her sad and I knew it would
'Cause it's one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
One thing just tears her down
'Cause it's one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
One thing I just can't get around

I need to learn
To wait in turns
'Cause now I just step blindly
And I'm only happy when
I can close my eyes and I just dive in
And forget about acting kindly
Whoa-hoa-whoa-hoa

'Cause it's one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
One thing just tears her down
'Cause it's one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
One thing I can't get around (I can't get around)

'Cause it's one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
One thing just tears her down
'Cause it's one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
One thing I can't get around