Canyoupleasetellmethetruthforonce lyrics

[Verse 1]
Hold you so tight that I think my hands might start bleeding
And now you got me praying to a god I don't believe in
Like we were so good and I waited for so many reasons
After you left I let how it is, your calling season
So I turn my head, cause I don't think I could bear it
Like your love was mine, but I found out that you shared it
And I don't know how much of me left inside you perished
But I hope you find me
Because I know every time you look me in my eyes you judge me
This world is so cold and I can't breath, oh please just touch me
Sometimes when we talk I forget that you do not love me
I cannot feel you ever, not even when you f*ck me

[Verse 2]
I should have told you that you never changed, only hoped too
And I know the truth every time that you lie
But I put all of that to the side just to hold you
Well since you lied to me about you, I f*cking hate you
I despise you
And there is no part of you left in me
So I do not care if I don't find you

[Vesre 3]
Damn I sound just like you
Words cut so deep it makes me want to vomit
But I cannot lie to you
So I think it might be better for me to be honest
I thought about you everyday since you left
And I always knew there was somebody else
And every letter I wrote I hope you kept
But f*ck you for leaving me here by myself
I know I could never hate you
You hurt me so bad now you hate me
But honestly I think I made you
Cause I know that you f*cking made me