Painful Moment lyrics

I can't believe what you're saying
The words are piercing through my heart
The pain is leaking to my brain
All the lights are turning dark

Hold it together with all my might
But I lost
And I can't

I just wanted to stay with you
For all of my life

Hold it together with all my might
But I lost
And I can't

I want to swim with all the dirt
All right you found a way to hurt oh god, why
Could you find a new way