​me & me out of sync lyrics

[Intro]
Inuday
Don't drown, in yourself
It's f*cking scary to be me
I'm not sure if I'm lost or I'm losing my mind
I hate codependency
Narcissistic, no remorse or a softie inside

[Verse 1]
I'll power right through the roof when the shadows align
But in a bright room I'll throw a tantrum and cry
I'll put my phone on mute, I don't need you to try
To bring me help
'Cause I'll do it myself

[Bridge]
Even though I've learned to trust
Everything I touch turns to dust
Every single time
Gave up trying to adjust
Take what I love and f*ck it u—

[Verse 2]
Everyone can see
Me but I don't care what they think
Sometimes I care what they think
(Me and me out of sync)
White noise on the TV
I don't have anything
Mesmerize me, get me dreaming
(And I'll be cutting the li—)
[Verse 3]
If I don't want help, would they call me helpless?
And if I hate myself, why ain't I living shell-less?
And if I'm feeling great, why do I end up feeling jealous?
And if I'm in the right, tell me why I keep defending?
And if that's all so selfish, why do I keep pretending?
Pretending to be selfless?
Why can't I be myself?
It's scary
I told you

[Outro]
Scary
It's f*cking scary to be me
I'm not sure if I'm lost or I'm losing my mind
I hate codependency
Narcissistic, no remorse or a softie inside