​lovable addict lyrics

[Verse 1]
It's 4 A.M, feels like afternoon
Smells like alcohol
And some cheap parfum
Lines for my heart
Two tabs for the art
Make some music, get some bands
For a decent tomb
She takes my hand
Drags me through the room
Pass a bunch of faces I never knew
Crystal tails dropping on her brand new shoes
She screams to cut the noise
What am I to you?

[Pre-Chorus]
You are just a name
Just a pretty face
To distract me from myself

[Chorus]
You call it love
I call it tough luck
I just crave the rush
I'm acting out of lust
I inflate my ego for some spacе
Till I pop
I don't know how to love
I don't know how to—
Love
I call it tough luck
I just crave thе rush
I'm acting out of lust
I inflate my ego for some space
Till I pop
I don't know how to love
I don't know how to—
[Verse 2]
But you're always on my mind
Babe I'm indifferent
My pain ain't your business
Don't look at me
I dry clean my insides
Which means I'm drinking
Till intoxicated ignorance
I need some closure now
Stay or leave or bring me sum' to feel
My tanks are empty when
I ponder about the devil and a deal
Poison as my blood meal
Make me grow I wither as I talk
Drowning in your tears
As I'm dying and you have to watch

[Pre-Chorus]
You are just a name
Just a pretty face
To distract me from myself

[Chorus]
You call it love
I call it tough luck
I just crave the rush
I'm acting out of lust
I inflate my ego for some space
Till I pop
I don't know how to love
I don't know how to—
I call it tough luck
I just crave the rush
I'm acting out of lust
I inflate my ego for some space
Till I—
I don't know how to love
I don't know how to love