​this ain’t addiction lyrics

[Intro]
This ain't addiction, this is bloodlust
Melting your brain
A little love got you f*cked up
Deal with the pain
If you're ready, grab a knife
Steel exposing your insides
Keep playing with your guts, just wait to decay

[Chorus]
This ain't addiction, this is bloodlust
Melting your brain
A little love got you f*cked up
Deal with the pain
If you're ready, grab a knife
Steel exposing your insides
Keep playing with your guts, just wait to decay
This ain't addiction, this is—

[Verse 1]
Face first on the pavement
Body slows down, heart's racin'
You call it suicide, I call it medication
I don't need nobody to help me, to tell me what the hell I'm takin'
I'm addicted to drama and it's breaking my spine
I'm addicted to women, maybe addicted to fights
I'm addicted to everything that just spends me a high
I'm addicted to saying that life just won't treat me right
[Pre-Chorus]
Life just won't treat me right
Won't treat me right
Won't treat me right (f*ck)

[Chorus]
This ain't addiction, this is bloodlust
Melting your brain
A little love got you f*cked up
Deal with the pain
If you're ready, grab a knife
Steel exposing your insides
Keep playing with your guts, just wait to decay
This ain't addiction, this is bloodlust
Melting your brain
A little love got you f*cked up
Deal with the pain
If you're ready, grab a knife
Steel exposing your insides
Keep playing with your guts, just wait to decay

[Verse 2]
Take a blue one, hopin' that they laced it
If I O.D, yeah, they doin' me a favor
A little risk should be part of the equation
sh*t ain't entertainin', if I don't struggle to stay awake, yeah
I'm addicted to pain and it's never enough
Self-destructing habits, I just can't give 'em up
I'm addicted to everything that's quenchin' my lust
I keep clouding up my head 'till I'm lost in the dusk
[Pre-Chorus]
'Till I'm lost in the dusk
'Till I'm lost in the dusk
I just can't give it up (f*ck)

[Chorus]
This ain't addiction, this is bloodlust
Melting your brain
A little love got you f*cked up
Deal with the pain
If you're ready, grab a knife
Steel exposing your insides
Keep playing with your guts, just wait to decay
This ain't addiction, this is bloodlust
Melting your brain
A little love got you f*cked up
Deal with the pain
If you're ready, grab a knife
Steel exposing your insides
Keep playing with your guts, just wait to decay
This ain't addiction, this is—