coulda been crazy lyrics

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Shoulda been crazy, 'stead I was tame
Coulda been breaking plates and cursing your name
I was your safety, never your aim
I got what's left of a boy whose first love is fame
And you skipped town, let me down, and I took it
And I know now it felt how it shouldn't

But now I'm pacing 'round my bedroom
Screamin' words I should've thrown in your face
Like I hate you every time you made me feel so alone at your place
Like I'm nothing, like you're something, right?
I don't know how you sleep at night
Oh, baby, wish I made you hate me
I shoulda been crazy
I coulda been crazy, mm