self destruction lyrics

[ interlude ]
"You're such a wannabe"

[ verse 1 ]
I don't know what's wrong with me
But I need to let it go
Its picking at my head
And leaving all the bones
I know it's hard to try
But I'm tryna to let it go
Part of me accepts
You wanna go

[ verse 2 ]
It's like a ticking time bomb
Ay, ay
I wanna know what's wrong with me
I'm tryna figure it out, I'm trying my best
I wanna cut off all these things
I'm trying to rule these all out
My mind can't take it
I wanna..

[ verse 3 ]
Ay, yuh, ay, ay
I wanna go back, go back to the old me
When I was never loved, what I'm better now?
I miss the old times, before the best stop
Before you hated me, you're better dating me
I'm always findin' ways to self-destruct myself
Ruining everything I've ever felt
That's just how I'm supposed to deal with doubt
I could probably find a better out
[ verse 4 ]
I'm ticking down my time
Don't question "what's my mind?"
Don't play like that, I know
I'm trying all, I can't help
Don't tell me I lost all control again?


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