Intro lyrics

I've been abandoned by the n*gga that's 'posed to love me the most
Been raped by a n*gga was crazy but we was close
When he was taking it I felt like the n*gga taking my soul
And out of all of that you probably the one I despise the most
Cause you the only f*cking n*gga that I'd went to
I done told you every f*cking thing that I've been through
Expressed how I really hated n*ggas fore I met you
Just for you to turn like every n*gga I've ran into
That sh*t is kinda crazy to me
Let's take it back
Momma put me out at age 17
I was raised in them streets
Just a young girl tryna eat
But all I had was empty pockets and a dream
Man that sh*t runs kinda deep

I was barely goin to school grades failing
Hanging on the blocks with them hustlas and them fellons
Real f*cking killas if they catch you then they nailin
Old heads talking I ain't understand the message
Now I think I get it
I'm too bright for this life that I'm living man something gotta change
Fighting everyday just to cope with pain drinking henn blowing trees just to keep myself sane

I did lost a couple homies to this street sh*t
But none amount to the pain when I lost big sis
To be honest I don't really think I been right sense
Gotta change my life I ain't been living righteous
And I ain't just write this
Man this sh*t a true story
Never got the reason why momma was hard on me
Now I understand she just wanted the best for me
And I'ma be the reason we are never f*cking worry again