[Verse 1]
They told me they don't want to live
Got rid of all my negative
Now add it up like positive
And knock em out like sedatives
They told me D go get this sh*t
Got bars just for the hell of it
Dey ask a n*gguh why u complaining
BigD quit it with the whining
I got told we got the same clock with the same hours and the same days
So why the f*ck am I stalling
Got the money bag just waiting
Then I woke up just start again
Draw the vision gotta see the plan
Dust on a n*gguh like Peter pan
I got sharp edges like an open can
[Hook]
I been thinking by myself
Is this really worth it?
Iv been working hard
Tell me will they ever see it?
I been killing myself
You gotta die to just go live it!
Beby by my side
She give me trust that I'm gon make it!
Is this sh*t really worth it?
You gotta die to just go live it!
Gimme trust that I gon make it!
You gotta die to just go live it!
[Verse 2]
Okay what the f*ck
With the cluster f*ck
Pen down cuz the time up
Ego tell me don't give up
Keep it coming like its hiccups
Up and down like its chin ups
I got tears running while spitting this sh*t
n*gguhs see it but they can't feel it
n*gguhs preaching but they can't hear it
Had to learn to live on the downlow
Cuz n*gguhs hit you with a low blow
Had more pains but you'll never know
Body sticking out the window
Should I hold on or just let go
Hit my n*gguh about trynna record
Your listening to my live journal
Spit my thoughts cuz I can't keep em
n*gguhs lost and they can't find em
Then I woke up just start again
Draw the vision gotta see the plan
Dust on a n*gguh like Peter pan
I got sharp edges like an open can
[Outro]