Contradictive(Yes Equals No Version) lyrics

As he stood and tried in vain
To find justification
This cannot bloom in me for no longer
With old desires getting stronger

Another man was passing by
And for a glimpse it strangely seemed
That they were known to one another
In spite of being contradictive

A cloud-like shimmering appearance
He raised his voice, began to speak
Your existence drowns in failure
Into a suffering decay

Pale acc*mulating letters
Stuttering relief
Last time standing kid
And better take advantage of

Do not shiver in your sanity - at least you got emotions
Do not shiver in insanity - at least you got emotions devotions

Are you wise man or a prophet
That you can judge and turn the key
I never caused your intuition
Thus it was bound to your deceit