bast*rd John lyrics

Come here in silence
And kiss me quiet, lying on the floor
I'm acting dumb like you wanted
But I'm not your kid anymore

I am not your bast*rd, John
Just because I played along

You're just a comma
You give me pause with your temporary charm
But I'm distorted
Can't you see it?
When I'm underneath you
Trying not to look alarmed

I am not your bast*rd, John
Just because I played along
I am not your bast*rd, John
Just because I played along

I'm not your bast*rd, John
I'm not your bast*rd, John

So don't try to fake me out
With some bullsh*t promise that you didn't have to say
Your present to me
Just keeps on giving every damn day
I'm not your bast*rd, John
I'm not your bast*rd, John