How Many Ways lyrics

How many ways can I begin to tell you how
Your name again
Falls out like vomit from my mouth
How many ways must I begin to figure out
Another way to wash the memory of you out
All of these highways and byways
It's easy to lose a little soul
You know it's my way
To tear down the walls
Cause it's easier to lose control
How many ways can I destroy the things I love
Before I give myself a minutes peace
How many ways can I tear myself apart
Before I let the beast inside me sleep
All of my dreams turn into nightmares
And it's easy to lose a little soul
You know it's my way to tear down the walls
Cause it's easier to lose control
How many ways
Can we kill ourselves again
How many motherf*ckin' ways can we die
How many ways
Before this f*ckin' nightmare ends
How many motherf*ckin ways to live a lie
How many ways