Hell of a Drug lyrics

[Intro]
(Trap, you made that sh*t?)
Grah, grah, grah grah
(Major, that's you?)

[Chorus]
Grah, said depression one hell of a drug
I been tryna vent to you, you wasn’t listenin' clearly or you just ain't listen enough
I’m always the person who hurtin' and dyin' in silence, I just wanna give this sh*t up
And you f*ck with the opps, I said 42 deads in a song and I'm still outside diggin' 'em up
Nobody help me when I'm broken but you want some help, better go ask them n*ggas you f*ck
You know why them killers be playin' my music, the last n*gga ran into me wish he ducked
And I just be wishin’ sometimes you was real or at least kept it real, but you ain’t rеal enough
And it's been 7 days in a week, I pray I don’t OD, if I do then you know it's becausе

[Verse]
f*cked up on the way that you play me
It probably mean nothin' to you, that sh*t crazy
You know I'm that n*gga who constantly trending
The n*ggas you f*ckin’ gon' play my sh*t daily
You be texting my phone about all of these b*tches
While I'm thinkin' 'bout us goin' half on a baby
I don't know why I thought this sh*t was any different
I don't know why I thought that this b*tch could've saved me
2 AM in the morning, I'm callin' my brothers and tell 'em I'm not feelin' fine
"I'm sorry to bother, don't know what you doin', but brodie, I just got a lot on my mind"
My brothers in jail, they keep sayin' they wanna come home, that sh*t f*ckin' with me everytime
I got used to just being alone so I won't call your phone, when I go do not say I'm your slime
I got used to just being so distant when Nay Gunz died, word to bro I ain't even ask why
Before I put your face in a chain word to bro I was shootin before I put you in a shine
Anybody that spoke on your name word to bro I was spinnin' through blocks tryna let of my fire
And I always put on for my gang but my gang do not love me, they showed me that multiple times
Me, Dot, Jay, Naz, we spinnin' through blocks tryna catch a OY
And they say we the rappers so we gotta chill word to bro f*ck a rapper, we spinnin 89
And I'm sittin in court with my G and I'm just waiting patiently, they keep remanding K9
I got all of this money I wanted and I'm waiting patiently, I just wish I could rewind
And I hate when you start acting bad word to bro, that sh*t kill me, yous tart pulling stunts
You blaming the liquor when you outside f*cking these n*ggas but you claiming I'm who you want
If you wanted them could've said that on bro I ain't care, could've just kept it real from the jump
And you supposed to better me, why you keep pulling me down, what the f*ck, you can't see that I'm numb?
I won't let you play me no more, or get in my head, 'cause you know I'm one of them ones
But I let you play me before, but I played you too, and I think we shouldve been done
Like, I just be thinkin' bout you, when I'm in my bed, I just wanna text you to come
Pretty b*tch with a n*gga who shoot, when I'm thinkin bout you, my feelings be gone with a blunt
Like, I already know she a sl*t, she pretty as f*ck, so I let her tote on my gun
I'm not like nobody she f*ck, I be in her guts, I bet when I f*ck she gon run
She already know I'm Jay5ive, and she know my body so she throw this di*k on her tongue
I'm just hoping that she see the picture and she come and save me before I end up right in a-
[Chorus]
Grah, said depression one hell of a drug
I been tryna vent to you, you wasn't listenin' clearly or you just ain't listen enough
I'm always the person who hurtin' and dyin' in silence, I just wanna give this sh*t up
And you f*ck with the opps, I said 42 deads in a song and I'm still outside diggin' 'em up
Nobody help me when I'm broken but you want some help, better go ask them n*ggas you f*ck
You know why them killers be playin' my music, the last n*gga ran into me wish he ducked
And I just be wishin' sometimes you was real or at least kept it real, but you ain't real enough
And it's been 7 days in a week, I pray I don't OD, if I do then you know it's because