Catch A Bullet lyrics

[Intro]
Let it run, yeah, Joyner...

[Chorus]
'Cause every single night
I stare at the ceiling
If I can take the pain
Then I could take a bullet
If I just pulled the trigger
Then that would take the feeling
I wonder if it hurts
I wonder if I'll feel it
'Cause every single night
I stare at the ceiling
If I can take the pain
Then I could take a bullet
If I just pulled the trigger
Then that would take the feeling
I wonder if it hurts
I wonder if ...

[Verse 1]
Life's passing me by, people just staring at me
Letting down a window, smoking my new kush
And all I ever wanted was to make my parents happy
The good American dream, life is too short
And fairy tales don't exist, you don't get sh*t from Santa
Pockets emppty to press, sleeping in different trailers
I'm dreaming condos in Vegas, maybe on in Atlanta
Pro'lly cop me a mansion out on a different planet
Blindfolded and bounded I guess I couldn't see
Watching n*ggas who made thinking: "That could be me"
Maybe I could be famous, maybe I could be free
Maybe I should just take the pain that you took from me
Remember, family first, though we were unstable
Who would've known that my could be my f*cking angel?
I wouldn't made it this far if it wasn't for your halo
I promise soon as I make it we all gon' be fuego
[Chorus]
And every single night
I stare at the ceiling
If I can take the pain
Then I could take a bullet
If I just pulled the trigger
Then that would take the feeling
I wonder if it hurts
I wonder if I'll feel it
'Cause every single night
I stare at the ceiling
If I can take the pain
Then I could take a bullet
If I just pulled the trigger
Then that would take the feeling
I wonder if it hurts
I wonder if I'll feel it
'Cause every single night
I stare at the ceiling
If I can take the pain
Then I could take a bullet
If I just pulled the trigger
Then that would take the feeling
I wonder if it hurts
I wonder if I'll feel it
'Cause every single night
I stare at the ceiling
If I can take the pain
Then I could take a bullet
If I just pulled the trigger
Then that would take the feeling
I wonder if it hurts
I wonder if...
[Verse 2]
Just a youngin with [?]
No direction I found myself in the face of fear
If I close my eyes maybe I disappear
My subconscious was spinning feelings but interfering
I told God: "If you take this pain then I'll stop sinning"
I got some brothers, we conversated for 5 minutes
We barely know each other, I think it's the time difference
Sometimes I blame myself when I spend no time with 'em
Never been a gangster, I'm cut from a different cloth
Don't think I'm weak 'cus you'll get to see if you p*ss me off
Turn off the TV and brain-repeating and you n*ggas lost
Your whole generation is built on some sh*t you saw
Haven't spoken a while, but ain't no feelings lost
And to date, you're my father, we've been through sh*t before
Because it wasn't so easy cutting a n*gga off
I'm tired of facing these bridges we never get across

[Chorus]
But every single night
I stare at the ceiling
If I can take the pain
Then I could take a bullet
If I just pulled the trigger
Then that would take the feeling
I wonder if it hurts
I wonder if I'll feel it
'Cause every single night
I stare at the ceiling
If I can take the pain
Then I could take a bullet
If I just pulled the trigger
Then that would take the feeling
I wonder if it hurts
I wonder if I'll feel it
But every single night
I stare at the ceiling
If I can take the pain
Then I could take a bullet
If I just pulled the trigger
Then that would take the feeling
I wonder if it hurts
I wonder if I'll feel it
'Cause every single night
I stare at the ceiling
If I can take the pain
Then I could take a bullet
If I just pulled the trigger
Then that would take the feeling
I wonder if it hurts
I wonder if I'll feel it