excelsior lyrics

[intro]
Dearest
I feel certain that I am going mad again
I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times
And I--shan't recover this time
I began to hear voices...

[Verse: Zombycare]
f*ck my life Ima run at the red light (red light)
If you talk crazy get turned to a dead guy (guy yeah)
You gon' see me bloom like a flower
It's ok if sh*t getting sour (Yeah)
b*tch I live in fear so I cower
She don't love me I can't get around her (Yeah-uhh)
I'm not tryna be a Debby downer (Yeah-uhh)
It's reality of a frowner (Yeah-uhh)
Iyra Heartstrings what I embody
Shawty blocked me It's really her hobby
These young n*ggas hate me but still gon' copy
I stay masked up I'm nobody
f*ck you b*tch I feel like I'm c-lo
I got green I stay at the free throw
I don't charge for feats or a repost
Back in school they called me a freak show (Yeah)
I got evil in me so I speak no
Used to know a b*tchass n*gga named Nico
Too many thoughts so I'm sippin on Titos
You think I'm alive but I'm burning (Yeah)
I won't even know when you hurting (Yeah)
Im finna keep swerve swerve swerving
I never thought I was deserving you (who woulda' thought?)
I'm not gon' let you sabotage
We just gotta self soar
Put up wit my entourage
Let's go get excelsior
Excelsior
Excelsior
Excelsior
Excelsior
Excelsior
Excelsior
Excelsior
Excelsior
I'm not gon' let you sabotage
We just gotta self soar
Put up wit my entourage
Let's go get excelsior
Excelsior
Excelsior
Excelsior
Excelsior
Excelsior
Excelsior
Excelsior
Excelsior
[Verse 2: Zombycare]
I always thought I could never upset her
Since the day that I've met her
One too many tears just fall with the petals
Cry cry cry, while my heart elemental
Now I'm stuck in middle
And I gotta forget her
I won't sent you a letter
Cause I'm tryna get better
And I hope that you better
Point blank with a beretta
It's ok I know you gotta vendetta
Yeah-ahh
It's all a facade (ahhh)
b*tch I swear to God

[Outro]
I can't concentrate
So I'm doing what seems to be the best thing to do