Otterpops in the Icebox lyrics

I just watched the news for fifteen minutes
And goddamn, am I depressed
And I just spent an hour on f*ckin' facebook
Until I realized that I couldn't care less

And I keep fighting who we are, we've been, we've become
I can't take it
Soon I'll just sob
Not bleed nostalgia again

My role says I should sit up and take it
But somethin' tells me I should do my best to fight it
Oh f*ck

And I just spent another hour on the 55
Shelby f*ckin' Jacobsen was on my mind
Tried to convince her I'm a simple and happy guy
But I just came off as the nervous and neurotic type

Something's wrong, my dear
When I don't know if I'll stand here in one year
And I keep havin' all these thoughts of nihilism
And how truth is only relevant
Now I can barely brush my f*ckin' teeth

Now I'm from southern California
Where we say words like "gay"
And I don't mean to offend;
It's just the way I was raised