Loveless Nightmare lyrics

As days pass, your presence is unsettling
Two weeks pass, your tears can't make me move a muscle
Three weeks pass, the very sight of you infuriates me
Four weeks pass, you're tearing apart my things
And wishing you had never met me

I wish I could say that it's been you and not me
But I was born this way, and nothing on Earth can change it
Gone through the same thing time and time again
I patiently await the day that someone comes to teach me how to love

Why can't I love?
Why can't I care at all?
Why can't I cherish anything?

Do you know what it's like to have all interests fade in a month?
I'll find the pettiest flaw in a perfect prize and throw her away

Why can't I love?
Why can't I care at all?
Why can't I cherish anything?

You'll move on in no time at all
While I'm stuck here lost and cursed
All qualms that you have with me
I promise they'll die with my regard
21 years have passed, and nothing has changed
Got so much time to live, but I will never love

Why can't I love?
Why can't I care at all?
Why can't I cherish anything?

And

Love is not an option for me
Love will always be just a dream
But I'll be stuck in this loveless nightmare for the rest of my life