if ur watching this then im already dead lyrics

[Intro]
If you're watching this, then I'm already dead

[Verse 1]
My friends informed me I have to go
This night was perfect even if it was quite unusual
I pray to God that
That this feeling is mutual
Three weeks later, screamin', cryin'

[Pre-Chorus]
Best-believe that I'm trying
I'm trying not to cross that line
I'm lying like the last one thousand times
I've lived a thousand lives
Best-believe that I'm trying
I'm trying not to cross that line
I'm lying like the last one thousand times
I've lived a thousand lives

[Chorus]
And I already know how you and I will work out
Two kids with a mortgage, bungalow in Shoreditch
Neither of us want that, so I barely talk back
Believe that I'm trying, that I'm trying not to—
And I already know how you and I will work out
Two kids with a mortgage, bungalow in Shoreditch
Neither of us want that, so I barely talk back
Believe that I'm trying, that I'm trying not to cross that line
[Verse 2]
I love you, but I don't wanna waste away
I love you, and I wish there was another way
But I can't think straight again
And I can't betray my friends
At all, at all, at all
Three weeks later, screamin', cryin'

[Pre-Chorus]
Best-believe that I'm trying
I'm trying not to cross that line
I'm lying like the last one thousand times
I've lived a thousand lives
Best-believe that I'm trying
I'm trying not to cross that line
I'm lying like the last one thousand times
I've lived a thousand lives

[Chorus]
And I already know how you and I will work out
Two kids with a mortgage, bungalow in Shoreditch
Neither of us want that, so I barely talk back
Believe that I'm trying, that I'm trying not to—
And I already know how you and I will work out
Two kids with a mortgage, bungalow in Shoreditch
Neither of us want that, so I barely talk back
Believe that I'm trying, that I'm trying not to cross that line
[Outro]
If you're watching this, then I'm already dead
Wow, just joking, Dr. Stock
So, this is my face