Trying To Live lyrics

[Hook]
I dont give a sh*t about anything you think
I am not here to please pricks
I am just trying to live i said
I dont give a sh*t about anything you think
I am not here to please pricks
I am just trying to live
[Verse 1]
Everywhere i go people wanna gob off at me
Dismiss me so quickly for my quirks and my oddities
If they would listen for a minute they would stop and see
My lyrics paint a scene as vivid as greek pottery
The Baroness with the twisted psychology
For a hobby i antagonise authority
Just to break up this soul-crushing monotony
Of all of my sorrows and my day-to-day problems see
Ever since birth misfortune and poverty
Have stalked me everywhere that i've been and they've followed me
Its got to me, turned me bitter like olive leaves
And really in all honesty thats not the way i wanna be
As a kid i was quiet mouth shut making not a peep
And all the other children hated me like brocolli
I kept to myself and i still got in a lot of beef
So i started writing poetry to never let it bother me
Back then i dreamt i would work in pathology
But as i got older it seems like i forgot my dreams
I picked up convictions my morals got lost at sea
I got into music and drugs and started rocking beats
I'm glad that i did cos if not im sure that probably
Right now id be out dropping bodies like Lockerbie
Spilling your blood everywhere like a horror scene
Maybe somethings wrong with me cos i don't make appologies cos