Last Day Alive lyrics

//verse 1
So Overwhelmed by the shame of being me
A loser orphan uneducated and diseased
And nobody helps when i say that i seem
All alone in this world with no way of feeling peace

Friends are insistent my depression is fiction
Theyre pretending to listen when im venting my visions
Then said that they wish they lived the mess that im living
So i went on a mission to end my existence

Sat up high on the cliffs, with a knife to my wrists
Slice at my skin, sit and i smile as it drips
Cos i find that it gives, me a mind bending kick
To sit by and inflict, pain in any kind cos im sick

Here admiring ships, and as they rise from the mist
While i try pondering, why my lifes gone to sh*t
Sniffing lines of this whizz, till my minds all In bits
Getting high enough to think, nothing of diving off the pier

//chorus
These scars all describe how i can't stand my life
Hows its hard to survive all the drama and fright
That ive harboured inside the dark half of my mind
But after tonight itll start to subside