Agoraphobic mash up lyrics

[first verse]

1 am eyes closed I’m slowly falling
To the music and the atmosphere
Now and then i feel lights fading softly
All over me and I remember last year

[pre-Chorus]

When i was alone in my bed with all these thoughts in my head and living silently inside


[Chorus]

Its so late in the night my mind is drifting away
Then i dream of the times i wished for a new happier day
If a hand could reach out and save my life somehow
I’ll face the sun again as soon as this dreary night ends

[verse 2]

Cause I can’t do sh*t right I can’t learn my lesson
I can’t do sh*t right take anti depressants
Illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
My friends probably hate me can’t answer a message
Filled with anxiety always be hiding me
Feeling inadequate’s always what’s driving me
Not a role model that not what i strive to be
Can’t go outside I’m afraid they be finding me