​agoraphobic - KØJIN Remix lyrics

[Intro - CORPSE]
Yeah, yeah, hey

[Verse 1 - CORPSE]
'Cause I can't do sh*t right, I can't learn my lesson
I can't do sh*t right, take anti-depressants
Illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
My friends probably hate me, can't answer a message
Filled with anxiety, always be hidin' me
Feelin' inadequate's always what's driving me
Not a role model, that's not what I strive to be
Can't go outside, I'm afraid they be finding me
Paranoid 'bout my privacy, yeah
And they always askin' questions 'bout my face, can't relate
f*ckin' caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
Got a lot of bad sh*t that I'm taking to my grave
Got a f*ckin' date with death, on house arrest 'til trial date
So I grab the red wine, on rainy days and then I pour it
'Cause I'll age another f*ckin' thousand days before I know it
Yeah, I'll spend 'em all inside, waste my time while I'm scrollin'
But I love when it rains 'cause I'm agoraphobic

[Bridge - CORPSE]
Aight, these lines are the last one you'll get

[Verse 2 - KØJIN]
Yeah, I
Feel so distant from my friends and family
Put on a mask thinking no-one can handle me
Sit in the dark and I bask in anxiety
Just wait for death to tell me my expiry
All of my thoughts have been feeling like tyranny
But I can't contol all the demons inside of me
Dealing with people just seems f*cking stressful
I've dealt with so much man, it's driving me mental
Lost so much hope, is this sh*t accidental
I hope when he takes me, he'll lay me down gentle
All of my memories now feel sentimental
But all that I feel now is just temperimental

It's got so bad, that I now started ticking
I started music, my friends have been listening
Need a reset button, but it's too tricky
Would I relive and feel my demons kicking?

I check the gram and I never stop scrolling
But I don't go outside, because I'm agoraphobic

[Bridge - KØJIN]
People don't know the pain

[Outro - CORPSE & KØJIN]
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
What's the point? I'm not okay
What's the point? I'm not okay
This sh*t is f*ckin' difficult