​why is this only happening to me lyrics

[Intro]
You are so goddamn pathetic

[Chorus]
She don't really miss me but she will when I'm up though
She don't like the blood, so I told her, "Get the f*ck home"
You don't know my name 'cause you still don't got my trust, hoe
Walk around at night, red eyes, I feel cut-throat
Why is this only happening to me?
Please give me reason for my tragedy
Note to myself: I miss you so terribly
But I can make space for the things that I need

[Bridge]
She don't really miss me but she will when I'm up though
She don't like the blood, so I told her, "Get the f*ck home"
You don't know my name 'cause you still don't got my trust, hoe
Walk around at night, red eyes, I feel cut-throat

[Chorus]
She don't really miss me but she will when I'm up though
She don't like the blood, so I told her, "Get the f*ck home"
You don't know my name 'cause you still don't got my trust, hoe
Walk around at night, red eyes, I feel cut-throat
Why is this only happening to me?
Please give me reason for my tragedy
Note to myself: I miss you so terribly
But I can make space for the things that I need
[Outro]
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