if i can’t have u, no one can lyrics

[Verse 1]
I crashed my car, I fail to care, I know I'll pay for that
You're not that bad, maybe you are, why are we saying that?
You're all I want, nothing I need, so there's no changing that
I still act blind when you're around, thinking just makes me sadder

[Bridge]
Thinking just makes me sadder
Thinking just makes me sadder

[Chorus]
f*ck, I think I'll see you tonight, I tried with all my might
To see another side, I'm running back
f*ck, it's like I never cared, I hope I see you there
When I look in the mirror, it's not what I like
I'm running low, I keep coming back, why?
I wanna know why, this isn't alright
If I can't have you, then no one else can
Now no one else can, think I ruined my life

[Verse 2]
I like the way I hate the way you hate me back
You like the way I hate the way I love you less
And I like to think it's all a dream, this too shall pass
And you like to act like all you did was nothing bad
My mind's out of function, if it's not me then what then?
You can act like it's okay, I'll play it cool
I still love the way I'll look past, need to get my head back
You're the worst, I know that still, I'll play a fool
[Chorus]
f*ck, I think I'll see you tonight, I tried with all my might
To see another side, I'm running back
f*ck, it's like I never cared, I hope I see you there
When I look in the mirror, it's not what I like
I'm running low, I keep coming back, why?
I wanna know why, this isn't alright
If I can't have you, then no one else can
Now no one else can, think I ruined my life