kms again in my dreams last night lyrics

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

[Verse 1]
Killed myself again in my dreams last night
Everybody woke up to my f*cking scream last night
I cut myself and start to bleed last night
I'on even know what it really mean
Last night I fell asleep with the lights on, blood with the Lysol
Grind in my sleep, I got pain in my right jaw
Everybody wanna help, but I'on even think I like y'all
I dream about dying all night long

[Chorus]
I got bad thoughts, bad thoughts, but I don't wanna die
Knife in my right hand, but I don't wanna try
Glock on the nightstand, still, I don't wanna die
Cut off my lifespan, like, I don't wanna try
Feel like this every night
Still here, like, why do I?
This night I really might
Like it's just another day

[Verse 2]
3 a.m., nose running, four drums, four hundred
I look in the mirror like I know who I am
When I feel like this, I just feel like sh*t
I just get so p*ssed and it's on my wrist
Yeah, this sh*t so slit when my brain won't quit
Let my head get split
Find my body at the bottom of the f*cking ocean
Lemme up that f*cking pole, lemme sip that potion
[Chorus]
I got bad thoughts, bad thoughts, but I don't wanna die
Knife in my right hand, but I don't wanna try
Glock on the nightstand, still, I don't wanna die
Cut off my lifespan, like, I don't wanna try
Feel like this every night
Still here, like, why do I?
This night I really might
Like it's just another day

[Outro]
Yeah, I got bad, bad thoughts
If I die, that's my loss
Still awake, I'm exhausted
Start to feel it, I just lost it