​i’m up to something... lyrics

[Chorus]
The slower I fall, dissolve to nothing
This knife in my heart, I'm up to something
If I know it's wrong, I'm right, I'm up then
If I kill them all, am I disgusting?
The slower I fall, dissolve to nothing
This knife in my heart, I'm up to something
If I know it's wrong, I'm right, I'm up then
If I kill them all, am I disgusting?

[Verse 1]
I do it regardless, whatever
And I don't feel nothin' inside of my heart like it's a problem, whatever
I been so f*cked up like this forever
I don't feel like talking 'bout my problems, baby, never, oh, never
Never, I don't like to talk about that, b*tch, it make my head hurt
pus*y, you ain't on sh*t, like, I don't see no еffort
I'ma blow my brain with this 12-gauge
Been awake like twеlve days, middle of this desert

[Chorus]
The slower I fall, dissolve to nothing
This knife in my heart, I'm up to something
If I know it's wrong, I'm right, I'm up then
If I kill them all, am I disgusting?
The slower I fall, dissolve to nothing
This knife in my heart, I'm up to something
If I know it's wrong, I'm right, I'm up then
If I kill them all, am I disgusting?
[Bridge]
If I kill them all, am I disgusting?
If I kill them all, am I disgusting?

[Verse 2]
No, I don't wanna fall tonight, no way
As I die and I lie here, wide awake
All this sh*t's never worth the time it takes
I let everyone pay for my mistakes
No, I don't wanna fall tonight, no way
As I die and I lie here, wide awake
All this sh*t's never worth the time it takes
I let everyone pay for my mistakes

[Outro]
Divided, we suffer
Opposites run together
We're so young
But we know how to exist, because