Only Look Outside, When It Rains lyrics

[Chorus]
Only look outside when it rains
It's three or four or five, but I'm wide awake
Only look outside when it rains
I say I'm okay even though I'm not okay
Only look outside when it rains
Use me, use me, then throw me away
Only look outside when it rains
Just so I can feel a damn thing
Only look outside when it rains
I can't lose, it's just too much at stake
Only feel alive 'cause of pain
I got visions of me goin' insane, I can't catch a break

[Verse]
Only got friends when it pays
f*ck a fan, only God knows if I stay
Man, I tried so hard to keep me sane
Tough job to always keep an eye out for the snakes
And I laugh from time to time
Just to make it seem like I'm alright
And I ride for mine, for mine
It's the only thing keepin' me alive

[Chorus]
Only look outside when it rains
It's three or four or five, but I'm wide awake
Only look outside when it rains
I say I'm okay even though I'm not okay
Only look outside when it rains
Use me, use me, then throw me away
Only look outside when it rains
Just so I can feel a damn thing
Only look outside when it rains
I can't lose, it's just too much at stake
Only feel alive 'cause of pain
I got visions of me goin' insane, I can't catch a break
[Verse]
Only got friends when it pays
f*ck a fan, only God knows if I stay
Man, I tried so hard to keep me sane
Tough job to always keep an eye out for the snakes
And I laugh from time to time
Just to make it seem like I'm alright
And I ride for mine, for mine
It's the only thing keepin' me alive