Hard to Admit lyrics

[Verse 1]
It's hard to admit I still think about you
Five years, two-thousand days
I've been living without you
I know I was a di*k and I ruined your life
That's just as f*cked up as I am tonight
It's hard to admit I still think about you

[Verse 2]
It's hard to admit I still think about you
I want to die when I wake up in the morning
If I'm dreaming about you
I hate to admit it, but I hate your new guy
I'd like to bury my thumbs in his eyes
It's hard to admit I still think about you