Message lyrics

[Intro]
Yo, Kezzy, this sh*t got me trippin'

[Verse]
Who—Whole lotta sh*t really go through my mental
I sit back and write, erase with a pencil
Don't know who to vent to, everyone always judgmental
Sit back and think 'bout the blocks that I spin through
All of the opps I ran into
All of the shots that I sent through, most of the sh*t I just couldn't prevent too
You left me in jail, tried to call you to save me
I was dying inside, my CO-D betrayed me
In the cell where my brother, judge tried to slay me
They say I'm the villain, they always gon blame mе
A lot of my problems ain't break me, it madе me
Can't be surprised, nothing don't phase me
Dark cloud with me, my days always rainy
sh*t you be on really driving me crazy
Always think 'bout the good but just talk bout my flow
Rather argue through texts, I can't get a call
Love too deep, back to the war
Nobody picking me up when I fall
You speaking on sh*t that I never recall
I see sh*t clear, I know what I saw
You said that my words make you feel like you small
I'ma say how I feel and I'm keeping it tall
You want that love that you got from your ex?
I guess I just wasn't enough
But I'm onto the next, like what you expect?
You tellin me come and just get all my stuff
I know that's the bait, you tryna have sex
You love how I f*ck 'cause I beat it up rough
Really be tripping, don't make no sense
Can't believe this the real you, this sh*t is tough
I'm staying away, I'm just keeping my distance
Don't care for my life or about my existence
I know I be toxic, I know I don't listen
I'ma miss all the sex, just be reminiscing
I be making you c*m up in every position
You say I'm the best, no competition
f*ck from behind, hold your neck while we kissing
But I wish you the best 'cause we can't be consistent
This not a diss, I'ma make this a message
I thought about you for the session
Always gon' thank you, that sh*t was a lesson
You blocked me before I could say this confession
I never loved you, I loved our connection
Could say it was lust, f*ck, affection
I feel like you always just needed attention
I'ma stay in my lane, just switching directions
Stop calling my phone with no caller ID
Stop making fake pages to watch 'cause I peep
You being a creep, just leave me in peace
Just give me some space, I'll reply in a week
I need some sleep, I been in the street
I promise one day we can sit and just speak
Don't get to posting, subs, tweet
Number delete, my response 'til we meet
[Outro]
So, like, why you not answering the phone whenever I call you? I've been calling you all day
I been in the studio