My Thoughts lyrics

Pill poppin
Alcoholic
No one little b*tch
My own family hates
Ever since I was a kid
I wake up everyday
And get called a selfish prick
Funny how my problems could be solved with an open wrist
Open wrist
Open arms
f*ck I need a open bar
Only 14
But I'm still down to crash a car
f*ck a D.U.I
Ima go and f*ckin die
Livin like a king
Ima live up in the sky
Ima devil
Like I'm Akira
b*tches say I'm c*cky
Probably why I'm popular
If thats what you could call it
I am just a jokester
I'm plain like a poster
If life is like a game
Then its f*ckin poker
Poker
Choke her
Crazy like I'm joker
I'm runnin outta rhymes
So I can't waste more time
Can not live this life
It just doesn't feel right
Ima f*ck up
As a child and a person
I should die
(I should die, yeah I should die
I should just die, I should go up in the sky)