How It Was lyrics

[Intro]
It's killing me slowly, it's killing me slowly
I'm better off dead, yeah, I'm better off dead

[Verse 1]
You're calling me when you're drunk and alone
When I call you back, you're ignoring your phone
It's kinda funny how this thing goes
I'm tryna help you and all of your problems
How the hell did we end up here?
I'm here all sad while you're laughing with friends
You said that this would last forever
Now you're saying "Talk to me never"

[Chorus]
I can't go back to how it was
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my hеart
I can't go back to how it was
You're doing it all, oh, you're doing it all
I tried my bеst
To keep us from falling, to keep us from falling
You're a lost soul now
I'm hearin' you calling, I'm hearin' you calling

[Verse 2]
I'm trying to get you out of my head
Still smelling your perfume all over my bed
'Cause lately you've been causing me stress
I don't wanna give in, no, don't wanna give in
Still tryna give you all of my love
'Cause I know what's been going on
I'm tryna fix you, but, you won't let me
No, you don't deserve me
I'm rolling in six deep
[Chorus]
I can't go back to how it was
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
I can't go back to how it was
You're doing it all, oh, you're doing it all
I tried my best
To keep us from falling, to keep us from falling
You're a lost soul now
I'm hearin' you calling, I'm hearin' you calling

[Outro]
I'm on my way to my coffin
I'm better off dead, I'm better off dead
I know you won't miss me
I'm bleeding out slowly, it's killing me slowly
I'm already dead, I'm already dead