Gaze lyrics

I wish my life was a movie
So I can do all the things that I want without any consequences
Or the risk of falling dead to the ground
But I know that life's a reality
And I know I'm alive and sometimes that stresses me
Cause I don't what to do, how to love, how to die how to be somebody else
Cause I'm never enough
I can stumble and cough
But never find the answer
I'll never find the answer

Between stones and beaches and seas there lays a creature called me and he's happy
He doesn't care for the world anymore cause he understands how it has to be

Some days
I lay in bed
Gazing to the sky
Wondering why
But still
I lay in my bed
Gazing to my sky
Wondering why i try

Most days
I lay in bed
Gazing to the sky
Wondering why
But still
I lay in my bed
Gazing to my sky
Wondering why i try