Out of Season lyrics

I saw my mother so I asked her
"What's the end for your f*ckin' bast*rd?"
I lost it long ago and that's what I am
No happy ever after
I'm gonna hang from a f*ckin' rafter and swing to the beat of my cold dead heart. Oh yea

What became of your only daughter?
What became of all your sons?
You let them leave without a reason
And now you're left with nothing but the same of an empty home
The tree of love is out season

I saw my brother so I asked him
"Do you think about the past and does it keep you up at night like you're all alone?"
He said, "Man, I shed some tears and all I got was wasted years so f*ck the world and all the bullsh*t that's in it."

I try not think about it cause it only brings me down but on a day like this it's the only thing on my mind
I don't want sympathy
I don't you to agree
I justs wanna smash the system that f*cked it up for me