Lit Up lyrics

I think I'm spiraling down
f*cked in the abyss, yeah I’m all lit up
Wander this entire town
A thousand different faces that had enough

I don't want to admit there's a problem here
I don’t want to accept that the issue is clear

I think I need it around
A tiger, a lion, a bear to run from
Something that I never found:
A tender loving thing that I could be in awe of
Here on this hallowed ground
The opposite of something I expected to love

I don't want to accept there's a lesson here
I don't want to admit that the answer is clear