Imposter Syndrome lyrics

I bang around the chords for an hour
I try to play smart like I always do
Resentment blooms like a flower
The hate in my heart that burns so true
Feeling so lowdown and blue

I wanna tell the world my story
I wanna kick out the motherf*cking jam
But it's just a play for glory
The whole of my heart ain't worth a damn
It's a lowdown dirty sham

Don't know what or why I am
Feeling so lowdown and blue