​christmas eve. lyrics

[Verse 1]
They said all my life that I'm only a problem
But then I found out that I just never saw them
If you keep breaking promises you'll end up in provinces
But I'll still visit you 'cause you're my lover

[Chorus]
And I was still just seventeen, that was way before I was staring at screens
And now I cry in my room, wipe my tears on my sleeve
But I still wait by your house on Christmas Eve
And I was still just seventeen, that was way before I was staring at screens
And now I cry in my room, wipe my tears on my sleeve
But I still wait by your house on Christmas Eve

[Verse 2]
I've been swimming through these sharks
I've been skipping through these streets
I've been wasting all my time, tryna get up on my feet
I've been staying in my bed, I don't even f*cking eat
But at least I'm staying out till f*cking heat
You say that you love me but I swear I'm getting better
I don't even like you, should've stayed with f*cking Heather
Snowing all the time but I swear I don't mind the weather
And you just had me tied up, yeah, I swear you had me tethered

[Chorus]
And I was still just seventeen, that was way before I was staring at screens
And now I cry in my room, wipe my tears on my sleeve
But I still wait by your house on Christmas Eve
And I was still just seventeen, that was way before I was staring at screens
And now I cry in my room, wipe my tears on my sleeve
But I still wait by your house on Christmas Eve