12.28 lyrics

[???]
Thanks to the [???]
Where can I find you?

What did I do wrong?
Where you'll be waiting
[???]

[???]
I'm so f*cked up
I can't stay strong

I can't stay strong
Without you
Maybe I'll get over it

I've been drinking myself to death
I'm a lie
Am I losing my mind?

There is nothing left that can satisfy me
Am I even alive?
[???]
And I'll feel alright

Am I losing my mind?
There is nothing left that can satisfy me
Am I even alive?