Fear & Doubt lyrics

[Hook: Kenna]
I live in a daze, fightin' through the phase
Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I (Blaze)
Lighting in the flames, burnin' in the raids
Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I blaze

[Verse 1: Vic Mensa]
Starin' at a narrow-point reflection of myself
Questioning, what is my life to become?
I wonder, will I ever be the man my momma wish I was?
Or will I end up victim to the hand of a gun?
Given the current circ*mstances, I stand alone
No one to hold me but me, I mean, it's hard not to be stressed
Stretchin' myself to the bone, can't feel my chest
I been heavin' cause all the smoke I been breathin' in just to not be depressed
All the pressures from record labels around me and the band, still tryna sign me
Finally in a position to put all that sh*t behind me
How many mothers have a son they never know?
Nobody questions what they do, nobody wonders where they go
I'm goin' around in circles, chasin' myself in contradiction
With a pistol to the back of my head
Prolly pull the trigger the moment after I make it big
Pretty white seats in the Lambo all plastered in red
My n*gga, me? Naturally, I forever be fly
It's in my blood, it has to be, how could I ever be not?
Ain't a question when and where 'cause I'mma forever get mine
Stand in my way? That be the day they get a deputy shot
Goin' back? f*ck that, that used to be me
I used to be weak, we used to be thieves
Steal my shoes for a second, think about it: What if you could be me?
What would you do? f*ck would you do?
[Hook: Kenna & Joey Purp]
I live in a daze, fightin' through the phase
Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I (Blaze)
Lighting in the flames ( Purple), burnin' in the raids (NET, NET, NET)
Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I blaze

[Verse 2: Joey Purp]
Ugh, holla at your boy, it's Purple, baby
They label me a problem and I probably am, so I don't knock 'em
How I pull up in that Caddy on trims? Clean chakras
With a Oscar-winning b*tch, she got on door knockers
And I'm knocking down your door if it's war, partner
Deepak Purple: That boy conscious
Jack four Biancis, come back with a pound of—
Broccoli like, "How he—? Why he—?" 'Cause I be—
Moving through the city like a IV
Tryna be monogamous, but I got b*tches on my di*k like I'm the sh*t 'cause I'm the sh*t
And I only promise this:
To my little girl, I'mma bring you the world
Yo f*ck that, n*ggas love to talk, but that talkin' sh*t out the conversation
You young n*ggas gon' f*ck up and start some complications
Your baby mothers, your cousins, grandmothers congregatin'
One more time, and your f*ckin' life confiscated
I seen good n*ggas die over less, so how you trippin'?
A higher power sent you and your n*ggas on your mission?
The Muslims preach to the Jews to preach to Catholics and Christians
My brother's serving a life sentence, n*gga, how you livin'?
My homie get it off the boat, n*gga, how you get it?
My momma usually like to snort, n*gga, how you feel it?
I asked him if it's easy to kill, he said hardly
Killed a n*gga in the club, took the life out the party, huh?
[Hook: Kenna & Joey Purp]
I live in a daze, fightin' through the phase
Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I (Blaze)
SAVEMONEY sh*t, Purple
Lighting in the flames, burnin' in the raids
Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I blaze

[Outro: Vic Mensa]
This is me at the end of the day
Forget the talkin', forget all of the lies
And forget all of the cameras, who's who and who's watchin'
The water for my soul for the day I hit the coffin
Know I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine
I'm—I'mma get mine, I'm—I'mma get mine
You know I'mma get mine, I'm—I'mma get mine
I—I'mma get mine, I'm—I'mma get mine
Know I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine
I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine
Know I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine
I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine
Know I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine
I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine
Know I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine
I'mma get mine, I'mma get mine