I Hate Myself lyrics

Deep down inside me, I feel I need a change
So sick of everything, it all just seems the same
Always unhappy, I cannot find a smile
Wasting my life away, I guess you can call it suicide

My life's a waste
Nothing left for me to hate
I hate myself. I have no friends
I'm treading water, I'm struggling by the edge
I'm sitting here all alone, I just can't lose myself
My friends ignore me, they think my life's a waste
They're now my enemies, all of which I hate

Always unhappy, I got a gun pointed to my head
Will someone come help me now, before I turn out dead?