Without drugs I’d be dead lyrics

[Intro]
Yeah, uh, yeah, uh, yeah, uh

[Refrain]
Oh, I'm wasted all the time
But I need drugs inside my veins to stay alive
Abuse myself in hopes that I can take my mind
And lay my head down, would I make it past tonight?

[Verse 1]
Out the way (Out the way)
I'm a fake (I'm a fake)
Lookin' in the mirror, I can barely see my face
Regrettin' all the times I asked somebody for some space
'Cause all I need right now is someone to call a friend (I need a friend)

[Chorus]
Man, I'm faded, I'm wasted
Complainin' that I can't take it
But not changin', amazin'
Oh, will I ever face it?
I gettin' the drugs inside my brain
It's a cycle, stuck in a maze
Grave euphoria, I can't change
Palpitations I contain
[Post-Chorus]
Ask my mama check my vitals even though I know I'm a nurse
She has no idea her son barely made it out last year
If I die right now, then would I go and finally heal the pain?
But I'm afraid that if I die, then God'll never ever say

[Verse 2]
When I look into my mirror
All I see's a boy turned to a creature
So much pain inside, can't see his future
So sheds my tears as this is like a river

[Chorus]
I gettin' the drugs inside my brain
It's a cycle, stuck in a maze
Grave euphoria, I can't change
Palpitations I contain
Ask my mama check my vitals even though I know I'm a nurse
She has no idea her son barely made it out last year

[Refrain]
Oh, wasted all the time
But I need drugs inside my veins to stay alive
Abuse myself in hopes that I can take my mind
I lay my head down, would I make it past tonight?