Alive, Always lyrics

[Verse 1]
There's puke on the floor
There's a knife in the puke
There's vodka on the table in the corner of my room
And I'm not supposed to be here
I don't know what to do
I never planned this far
I get up and go to school
I leave after first to try again

[Chorus]
Skin's too thick
I give up
Never told anyone
Alive always
Only forward
Born again
You left me here
Alive always

[Verse 2]
It'll never be enough
The hardest thing you'vе ever done
And you just can't hеlp yourself
I wish you were someone else