Accountability lyrics

[Intro]
(Nuwave)
I be having a constant battle in my head, gang (Damn, you crazy for this one)
You know I go through this sh*t every day
Look (Yeah)

[Verse]
I'm tryin’ hard not to doubt myself
Why I ain't made it? Why don't I got wealth?
Why I’m still stuck in this hell? Why did God not help?
f*ck goin' on? Like, what's the problem? 'Cause it's not myself
Hold up, Tee, you gotta hold yourself accountable
n*gga why would God show you somethin', you ain't showed him sh*t?
Gotta stop waitin', that ain’t patience, you ain’t blow up yet
These n*ggas cannot f*ck with you and they knowin' that (Okay)
You would’ve overlapped, but rap ain't got your full focus yet
Bullsh*ttin' (I am bullsh*ttin'), out here f*ckin’ with these hoes again (Yeah)
Naw, Tee, I just want a b*tch to glow up with (Yeah)
I want love, but always end up hurtin', not focusin'
Behind lovе, I went broke, broke hеarts, and got broke up with (That sh*t hurt)
That's what you get, lowered your standards and settled for 'em (Yeah, yeah)
'Posed to play chess in this sh*t, you playin' checkerboard
Doggin' out these weak hoes, you should've got a better one (n*gga)
These b*tches tryna trap you, why you nuttin' in them, sexin' raw? (Why you doin' that?)
What you really on?
Grind season, you ain't even 'posed to be f*ckin' with these hoes
They f*ckin' you, but they ain't genuinely f*ckin' with you, though (What you doin'? Damn, dog)
Yeah, you right, Tee, I'm dumb as hell, what the f*ck I'm livin' for?
I be waking up depressed and mad
Might catch an opp, put bullets in his chest and head
I had so many sad days layin' stressed in bed
Where I was livin', but I wanted to be dead instead
My brother trippin', I ain't talk to my pops in weeks
All I hear is criticism when everybody speak
Why I grew up wipin' tears off my mama cheeks? (That sh*t crazy)
Why the world so f*cked up? Tell me honestly (Tell me)
You soundin' weak, you ain't the only one that been through it, get through it
Get outta bed, get ahead, and get some sh*t groovin' (n*gga)
You gon' go to jail killin' n*ggas or get killed, stupid (Okay)
Tee, it's a lot of sh*t you gotta quit doin' (I know, man)
'Cause you ain't the same, n*gga
You ain't like n*ggas, your brain bigger (I know)
You ain't made to make the news, you could make millions (I know)
You can't change n*ggas' feelings, you can't change b*tches (I know)
You the only thing that you can change, n*gga (Damn, I guess you right, gang)
[Outro]
I'm the only thing that I can change, n*gga (I'm the only thing I can change)
Gon' have to hold myself accountable, yeah (Had to pick my mind over my heart, f*ck some feelings)
Yeah, f*ck some feelings, put that sh*t on the wood, 1Up
We goin' upper, f*ck all that lil' saying sh*t, man, that sh*t for the hoes
God bless
(Nuwave)