Interlude (I Grow Awake) lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm free, but why do I still feel empty?
Is it good for me?
My friends say it is
But I do not believe them

[Bridge]
I do not believe them
I do not believe them
I do not believe them
I do not believe them

[Verse 2]
The daylight glows on our thickened porch steps
But unconsciousness denies our interactions
It converts itself into a pale, current-fueled lake
And as the afternoon passes, I grow awake
I bеcome so tired of the past
Connеctions that never last
Why can't I hold anybody close?
Or look into their eyes, and love them the most
I wish it were you but we grew apart
Despite saying that we would last forever

[Outro]
Last forever
Last forever
Last forever
Why won't we last forever?