Motherf*cker lyrics

I can't not love, motherf*cker, motherf*cker
No I can't not love, motherf*cker, motherf*cker
Lord knows I tried, motherf*cker
Lord knows I tried
But the shadow moved apart
From the darkness in my heart
Past the reasons, past the years
I can't hold back what is here
And I'm on this plane
A little worse for the wear
Ten thousand feet in the air, in the air
Lord knows I tried, motherf*cker
Lord knows I tried and I should
But I don't have, I don't have the words
But to give up everything, everything I've learned
For the wholeness, the wholeness of the sun
I cannot hold back from anyone
And I can't not love
And I can't not love