ID 2* lyrics

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Life, it always calls
Like trying to hide me behind glass walls
Destroy myself, [?] it all
[?] will I ever be hugged
Spending all my money, losing touch of reality
Taking c*cktails of drugs 'til I cannot see myself
I don't know what will help, I'm tearing at the seams
Held together with a belt that I hang with
To remember how it felt to breathe
How it felt to be alive
I can no longer live a lie
I'm decomposing from the inside
I don't want to die
I just don't wanna live as myself