I Think of How it Ends lyrics

[Verse 1]
I drive around the bend
In my childhood neighbourhood
I think of how it ends
And I don't feel so good

[Verse 2]
I love all of my friends
I wish I was kinder
I know one day it'll end
But I miss how things were

[Chorus]
What am I doing?
What am I waiting for?
I feel too much all the time
Overwhelmed to be alive

[Verse 3]
I wish that I could mend
All of the problems I've caused
I know how this stuff ends
I'll always call my mom

[Verse 4]
I have a lot to give
And I never receive
Sometimes I wish it'd end
And that you couldn't see right through me
[Chorus]
What am I doing?
What am I waiting for?
I feel too much all the time
Overwhelmed to be alive

[Bridge]
I don't wanna say bye
I don't wanna say bye
I don't wanna say goodbye
I don't wanna say bye

[Outro]
I drive around again
And I try to choke it down
I think of how it ends
But I think I will start right now