Pain & Possibilities 2 lyrics

[Intro]
Ayy, Terk, come on
(Ayy, Terk)
(Sparkheem)
I can't go back
Not now, not ever
You with him?
Huh?

[Chorus]
I'm tired of goin' through pain
But that's what it is with this sh*t, ever since I been rappin', it feel like ain't nothin' the same
n*ggas'll notice me, b*tches been postin' me, and everybody yellin' out Nino name
These n*ggas goofy, ain't feelin' my pain
Boy, start this sh*t over, I'm feelin' this sh*t
n*ggas know how sh*t go when I hop on the beat
But n*ggas don't know how deep sh*t get
Tryna backdoor me, that's some weak n*gga sh*t
I done been in the stu' for a week in this b*tch
n*ggas tryna kill me, better empty the clip
I done trapped with some n*ggas, it's all in they rap
I done trappеd with some n*gga and sat in the spot
When Tonе hit first, I was sendin' out shots
Landover spot, tryna run up a knot
I was broke, the sh*t cashed, helped a n*gga get back
[Verse]
The thing about life is won't nobody help you
n*ggas be hatin' and won't even tell you
You put your trust in them n*ggas to fail you
You been through bullsh*t, I been through hell too
You was locked up, n*gga, I was in jail too
But the thing about me is I don't call nobody
We was just broke, now we all somebody
Now I'm fightin' depression, ignorin' anxiety
Clear mind, let's take a trip out to Cottage
Forget about all of the sh*t that we all been through
I wanna see all my n*ggas just laughin' and vibin'
n*gga, I had a chance with that sh*t and started rappin' on Pro Tools
Washed-up, broke n*ggas, them n*ggas old news
Bro want a watch and I'ma buy him one too
Still the same n*gga used to have holes in his shoes
I'm just rappin' now, n*gga, I'm really the truth

[Chorus]
I'm tired of goin' through pain
But that's what it is with this sh*t, ever since I been rappin', it feel like ain't nothin' the same
n*ggas'll notice me, b*tches been postin' me, and everybody yellin' out Nino name
These n*ggas goofy, ain't feelin' my pain
Boy, start this sh*t over, I'm feelin' this sh*t
n*ggas know how sh*t go when I hop on the beat
But n*ggas don't know how deep sh*t get
Tryna backdoor me, that's some weak n*gga sh*t
I done been in the stu' for a week in this b*tch
n*ggas tryna kill me, better empty the clip
I done trapped with some n*ggas, it's all in they rap
I done trapped with some n*gga and sat in the spot
When Tone hit first, I was sendin' out shots
Landover spot, tryna run up a knot
I was broke, the sh*t cashed, helped a n*gga get back